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| Lately, I realised that I've been leaning on my own strength and not God's. I've been taking things into my own hands, thinking I can handle it. And now, everything seems to be falling apart. Not everything, I'm exaggerating but you get my point. I really feel so tired of this, so tired of letting people down, so tired of hurting God. I mean some say it's inevitable but I feel so guilty everytime I do smthg bad or whatever, which I would think is pretty often since we all are full of sin. Ugh! Today's really such a lousy day.
I'm falling deeper :)
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| Orientation has been a blast so far, God has been v good! And I am loving Vulcan, Huracan, my OGLs, everything! It's been great and I'm truly truly blessed to have all of you tgt in this with me, sharing this joy and love! I love all of you OGLs! You guys are really awesome!
Anyway I'm really excited for the continuation of Orientation on Monday! I'm super psyched alr! I hope everyone else is and I hope the J1s are enjoying themselves! Hehehe on a lighter note, Happy Belated to Jo and Mark! Love you both :) I really have nothing else to blog hahaha so good day everyone, CNY is coming! Heh.
I love how we are,
I love how you know when I'm upset.
Thank you for always being so supportive and loving.
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| It's been a long few weeks, maybe even more than a month. I miss you. A lot. So many times, I wish I could be there. This week's gna be tougher than the previous and I'm gonna lean on Isaiah 40:30-31 this week. Thanks Pho!
Goodnight!
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| Well, I haven't had a proper update in a while so here goes. Since the year started, I've been pretty busy and I'm really sorry if I've neglected anyone in any way! But I don't mean it and it doesn't mean I don't care about you at all!
This year started off pretty fast to me. For one, New Years didn't feel like New Years and after that, days have just passed really quickly. Soon, I will be having Terms, Mid Years, Prelims and A's. In no time, I'll be out of AC. As cliche as it sounds, I really feel like I just came into AC. Haha I still rmbr the doubts I had about the school. Anyh I'm glad to be part of AC and friends that I've made here, I truly won't forget. Somehow, strangely, I have friends whom I still hold v closely to my heart and I treat them as if we talk everyday and we're super tight, but actually I only talk to them once in a while. I don't know if you get what I mean haha like I guess to me, my close friends might not think we're that close but I think so because I don't feel like I've drifted away from them. Hahaha okay nvm I can't explain it.
Anyway, I can really feel work piling up. Like all my homework and studying! I haven't been studying! Haha well I'm gna place 2010 into God's hands, really, cause I know that He's gna bring me through it like He has been for the past 17 years of my life. I really feel so blessed, even tho I'm such a complain queen and I always take things for granted. I guess when you have time to sit down and think and reflect, you come to realise that actually you don't deserve whatever you've got, God's been merciful. And that's exactly how I feel. I don't know if I can ever understand the depth of His unconditional love for us, but it's really so so deep I cannot comprehend. Wow. Come to think of it, after this year, I'd be heading off to Uni (of course, this comes with hard work). A's seem so near, I'm actually feeling scared.
There's so much more that I need to catch up on, be it sports or sch work. But I think I'm gna take a step at a time and focus. This year, I didn't make any New Year Resolution that I can rmbr haha and honestly, I just want to be more disciplined this year. Disciplined in all aspects of my life, be it doing QT or homework or giving my best in small tasks I complete.
I think this is all I have to say haha pretty random but yeah well, my thoughts for today hahaha.
Goodnight!
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| I think Orientation 2010 is gna be exciting and v tiring. I can't wait! Actually I had a lot that I wanted to blog, but suddenly my mind's blank now. So goodnight! Sch year starts tmr yay... not.
Grant me strength, Lord.
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